Sorry I've been MIA lately. Turning thirty hasn't been the most inspiring experience. Our girls have been fighting sleep the past 3 nights keeping us all up till at least 11pm. What?? I thought we were past these days. Here in lays my weakest mommy skill. I don't do no sleep. When it's time to sleep, you sleep. Their bodies need it and I need the break too. So when that doesn't happen coupled with a defiant spirit, mommy has a hard time. I never thought in all my days that this struggle would be my biggest battle spiritually to date. And yet, just when I thought it was all due to hormones with newborns, here I stand again. Above all it makes me realize my need for Jesus. I see what wells up in my heart during these times and it ain't purdy y'all. This is part of overcoming that only my God can do in me. Oh how I need him.
Anywho, I'm back to blogging and getting ready for a little trip to visit my mama. Right now I am loving listening to Kim Walker and Jesus Culture. I love "We Cry Out", "How He Loves". and "All I Need". Our God created us with emotions and so shouldn't He get our full hearts in worship? For me, that is when I feel most alive.
What is it that makes you feel most alive?
1 comment:
Hope your birthday was as awesome as you are.
Enjoy your trip!
We love you =)
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